Midnight Thoughts

It's so late in here and you can hear the crickets sounds more clearly but i can't stop thinking about this boy. I know i shouldn't thinking about him because it seems like he already found his princess but i keep making my heart fell in love with him even my deepest heart did. What should i do? I did make him thinking that i date someone with changed my status with "H" letter on it. If he smart he can think "H" stands for HarryStyles but if he doesn't smart, he can think i am in love with somebody else. Do you know what i'm feeling right now? It hurts you know? Knowing someone i cared, i loved, i missed didn't feel the same. I think this is the worst feeling ever. I want to tell him i missed him. But, i scared he will say "am i care?":( oh Allah.. Please stop this pain, please stop this crying, please.. Please:'(