Should I Be The A For You?

The copycat came back again to my life. I thought she was done and she realized she shouldn't be like that but today.. Yep, her attitude being copycat officially came back! Actually, it was four days ago she acted like that again but i didn't mind it. You guys should listening to my story and it'll be a long story. If you guys are my mom, she doesn't wanna listen it. I have this friend, her age is same with me. We knew each other since we were child. Our mom is a bestfriend. When we were child we always dressed same, we always want to have toys or something else with a same type. But, now we're growing up, so i don't want everything that i liked, she liked too. It's like she doesn't has a life. I like tribal since the first time i knew it and she doesn't like it, i know about it. But now, she keep buying some stuff that has a tribal pattern on it. WTF DUDE? It's really makes sense and everyone who know about it will say "you're a copycat and a follower of her(read:me)" i told my mom about this story but she didn't mind it and keep thinking positive. I'm really need some solutions in here. Okay, if the story doesn't makes you think that she's a copycat i'll gave you another story.. Today, i posted triangle pictures with nebula on it in instagram. In a couple hours after that when i checked instagram.. SHE POSTED A TRIANGLE PICTURE TOO!!! Is it clear for you to think that she is a copycat? Do you feel the way i'm feeling about she? Don't you?!?! I just i mean this is exhausting you know? Should i be the a for you? Text you a blackmail so you won't disturb me and follows me every steps i make? Should i?

Janoskians

Heyyo, Blog! How are you today? For me today is the fangirling time i ever had! Why? Because in the morning i was wondering who is The Janoskians? And why they're so famous? So i started to search about them in Wikipedia and their photos. When i saw them, i was like "omgomg! They're soo handsome! Now i know why they're so famous" and i read that they've a youtube channel. They got famous from there. So i started watched their videos. It's only take 3hours for me to loved them! I'm really in obsessed with them!!! This is some photos of them.. You guys should watch their videos too on Youtube!:D

Midnight Thoughts

It's so late in here and you can hear the crickets sounds more clearly but i can't stop thinking about this boy. I know i shouldn't thinking about him because it seems like he already found his princess but i keep making my heart fell in love with him even my deepest heart did. What should i do? I did make him thinking that i date someone with changed my status with "H" letter on it. If he smart he can think "H" stands for HarryStyles but if he doesn't smart, he can think i am in love with somebody else. Do you know what i'm feeling right now? It hurts you know? Knowing someone i cared, i loved, i missed didn't feel the same. I think this is the worst feeling ever. I want to tell him i missed him. But, i scared he will say "am i care?":( oh Allah.. Please stop this pain, please stop this crying, please.. Please:'(

LOL Movie

Did you guys watched LOL movie yet? What did you guys think about it? I think that was really a great film! I wanna have a friendship like Lola and Kyle have:(after i watched it with my cousin and little sister, I was like "oh, how i wish that was me". Miley Cyrus really did a great job, she acted like it was real and i can't even make my eyes off of my tv screen! Who character did you guys like? I'm really like Kyle and Lola's mom. Why i like them? First, Kyle is so handsome and he knows how to treat girl well. He is so care with his girlfriend(Lola)even though before they were a couple. I like Lola's mom because she is really understand her teenage girl's feelings. Most of our mom didn't know our feelings. She is a patient mom ever. And there's some pictures of LOL movie..

High School Twimeee!

Vas happenin' everybody? You know what? I'm in high school right nooooow!! Wooohooo!! Do you wanna know about the first day i'm in high school? The orientation day? I'll tell you about it.
So, i went to blabla high school(i won't tell you). The first day of my orientation day was very exhausted and happy! It didn't bored at all. My seniors are very kind with us and they're so funny. But i told you it was very exhausted day because my home is so far from my school it's taking 1 hour to get there and i must in there at 5:45 so it was very looong day for me who has a home far from school. The last orientation day is always be my favorite! Why? Because each class must take a part to a show that my high school has. It made us knew each others and made us fell like omg-i'm-a-high-school-student hahaha. Okay, forget it, i'm too hyped.
That's my orientation days! How is about you guys? Maybe your first day was like me or something else? But it doesn't matter what it was like. Enjoy your high school time! Because after high school we can't be like this anymore. We're getting old and we're going to college and doesn't have any happy time as like as in high school.

Happy Fridaaaay!

It's Gotta Be Me

hello! today i want tell you something that i'm feeling right now. i want tell you guys about my EX bf. i don't mean to make blame him in this post. i want he knows everything that i'm feeling and the reason why i did it to him. so here it goes..

first, i want him to know that i am really sorry because my attitude or my bad words for him. i don't want we ended up our relationship like this. we used to be a best friend before we have a relationship. you used gave advices and you used supported of all my choices. but, after we have a relationship we really know the real us, the real attitude that we have when we don't know about it before. we used shared our secrets together, our first kiss, our first date and anything else. maybe you think i'm forget all about it but in my deepest heart i'm still remember every seconds that i spent with you. if i'm feeling like that, why am i not get back with you? i know this is a question you have in your head. the reason is i'm really sorry to ended up our relationship like this i meant we ended up like there's nothing happened between us and now we act like we never met before. i'm leaving you without a smile in my face when i said goodbye. i'm really sorry. i do loved you but it was a very loooooong time ago when you never used your hands to punch my face, spit my face and saying a really bad words to me. why you changed 180 degrees? what happened with you? why do you do this to me? if you didn't do that i know until now i'm still be your gf and you still saying i'm your gf with proud. i am really patient when we have arguments. do you remember who the first person give up and saying "I'm sorry" when we have arguments? yes, it was me. do you remember when you said "i'm sorry, i was cheat with your best friend and i never told you about that. but, don't get angry because we ended up for long time ago" what's my reaction? do you remember? am i punch you IN FRONT OF ALL OF OUR FRIENDS? no, i am not do that. you didn't see it because I'm in my house and you're in your house but you can ask my cousin, my lil sister&my aunt what's my reaction when you said like that and they will answer you like this "she's not crying when you said that but she smile in front of us and said 'mom, he's cheating with my best friend and you're right when you said maybe there is something else between my best friend with him and this is it he told me everything' and i was like 'so, you're gonna break up with him or what? you must do something to make this clear' do you know what she said? 'no, mom i'm not gonna break up with him. i'm really love him and i know he did that because i was never cared about him that's why he's cheating with my best friend' oh God, you must see her. she is really a strong person ever" after all this story that i never told you before. do you really feel bad? this is the girl who you said a bitch, a sucker, a stupid girl did something like that just for you. i think thats the reason why i still in my choice that i WON'T come back again. ever. 

for clear up all of our problems i have something to tell you. please don't quip me on Twitter it's really hurt for me to see it. please, i know i'm such a bitch that did like this to you but i can't handle it anymore. so i think just it. goodbye. may the happiness always fills up your life.

lots of love,

Me

Vas Happenin' Blog?!

Hello! It's 9:14 pm in Jakarta and i still wake up because i took a nap when afternoon and now i got insomnia. Okay, i don't tell you about my insomnia. i just want to tell you about my feelings being a directioner. sometimes i saw or heard a news that directioners makes one direction's girlfriend deleted their twitter account because we always tweeted them bad words. it's so weird when you see Eleanor or Danielle twitter account and yes you can STILL find them on twitter and OF COURSE it's THEIR REAL TWITTER ACCOUNT they haven't deleted it yet. they exactly replied our(read: directioners) tweets for them and they're so kind with us. maybe the news told is not a directioner but a DIRECTIONATOR. okay, let me explain in here whats the difference of directioners and directionator. directioners is the people who really loves the boys. ALL THE BOYS or we can called ourselves WE'RE THE TRUE FANS OF ONE DIRECTION. directioners KNOWS EVERYTHING about the boys not just one of them but ALL OF THEM. we know what their phobias, when they formed. WE KNOW EVERYTHING and directionator is the people who doesn't know anything about all the boys. they just know ONE OF THEM like she just likes Zayn or Harry. they don't really know about what their phobia, when they formed like us, directioners. so i just want the news and everybody know that we're directioners really loves the boys maybe one or two of us don't like if they closed enough with a girl but we always support them no matter what happened with them. maybe in 2018 everyone doesn't talk anymore about one direction but i am still talk about them because i am really love them and any bands can't replace them:)
-Charlotte .xx

One Direction

Hello guys! This is my first post for this blog. Actually i have a lot of blogs yeah but i forgot all of them-_-suddenly when i was posted something in my Twitter and searched about One Direction i have a thought why i didn't make a blog for One Direction things and sharing my feelings. So here it is! I'm gonna share some pictures of One Direction! Check it out! But, i just wanna remind you guys THIS IS THE OLD PICTURES:)